Monday, August 28

the Pianist

watched the Pianist today and now i think Adrien Brody's pretty hot.i didn't notice it when i watched King Kong with Fatty but ah... his eyes and gaze are just so mesmerising.

but the movie was uh... well to make it clear i did not have any food till 2 30pm. i thought the German's ought to be ashamed of themselves. the scenes in real life are surely a few million times worse than portrayed on the silver screen. how did mankind ever stoop so low?

and to think that it happened about only 60 years ago. i think i wouldn't be able to survive even for a day under those conditions.

tommorrow's CHEM I.
i know i will survive.

and oh yeah. i bought teacher's days presents...




nice huh?

hope it makes it's point!

Sunday, August 27




just to brighten things up a bit!
inconspiciously
then a sudden torrent
overwhelming
yet not hard to comprehend

you were direct and forthcoming
i did not expect
although i knew

i knew of the neglect
consciously unconscious
it just did not occur

you had enough

and then i felt it

the tingle
accompanied by
warmth
sourness
guilt

the hand gives
and the hand recieves
and the hand keeps

the hand should offer

sorry.

Friday, August 18

Most Beautiful Poem


IF YOU FORGET ME

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

Pablo Neruda

hm... it's true. i can vouch for it...

Wednesday, August 16

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QUESTION: how does a contact lense disappear when:-

it's not

a in the sink
b on the dashboard
c in the lense case
d in either eye

?

?

?

that's precisely how i felt when i discovered the right contact lense went AWOL.

early in the morning, BEFORE Chem Paper III.

!!!

shocked, a bit shaken, stirred.

couldn't help wondering whether i was sabotaged.

maybe the contact lense solution's too nutritious- the lense turned into some living organism overnight and decided to take leave.

hah... that means i have to go home for more supplies!

hurrah! decision made. =)

Saturday, August 12

Please call Guiness World Records: i found a species more hardworking than worker ants!

had a marvellous pizza dinner! *burp* my last supper? hope not...

indeed Singapore is a loony place. students, around the ages of 19, study at the MacDonald's at Changi Airport at 3 AM!!!

for goodness sake, whatever happened to raging hormones? please head to the closest hangout now, or see a doc asap.

"Singapore is a vibrant country with a melting pot of cultures and traditions. We pride ourselves for improving from boring-fudgey-dudgey to allowing bar top dancing! and the crazy horse cabaret! although we still ban chewing gum... no, no, we are not going to give in to pressures that emanate from across the straits. no, no, we are not going to loose our comparative advantage in the rubber industry. We wish you a pleasant journey. Thank you for flying XXX airlines. Xie xie. Terima kasih. -insert Tamil here-".

and the average ang moh steps out of his plane looking forward to netting a few 'local delights' and WHOA! he sees young people like those in his country, who at the same age would be off smoking pot or contributing to the world's population growth, nose deep inside books, and notes and tutorials.

great first impression, huh?

Thursday, August 10

Etchings on the Prison Wall

the season to save is here. by that i mean not going out and contributing to the Aggregate Demand of the Singaporean economy,because i'm now in self imprisonment. well, actually i can choose to not submit to that, i can choose to play, and whala! my future is so bright it hurts my eyes...

things to do after prelims:

1 my fav CG =)
2 clean my room
3 maybe go back to KL? i'll miss my homey home of 18 years
4 reconnect with friends
5 embark on the path of self discovery ie my niche
6 look up universities and decide, decide, decide
7 spice is nice
8 GP!!!
9 study
10 study
11 study

quite a remarkable list, i'd say.

toast to the great months ahead.