i shan't mince my words: I AM STRESSED.

haih... every two years i get angina that lasts 6 months. and this time it burns real bad, baby.

maybe its a good thing. you know, conservation of energy. angst to kinetic. but actually what i need is brain power, or photographic memory. anything!!!

all i have is my brain, which of course, is better than nothing.

i need an electric shock.